brosef stalin, leader of the broletariat.
22 July 2011 @ 12:30 pm
Sweep me through your many-chambered heart
if you like, or leave me here, flushed
amid the sap-ooze and blossom: one more dish
in the banquet called April, or think me hard-
won all your days full of women. Weeks
later, till I felt your arms around
me like a shackle, heard all the sundown
wizardries the fired body speaks.
Tell me why, if it was no more than this,
the unmuddled tumble, the renegade kiss,
today, rapt in a still life and unaware,
my paintbrush dropped like an amber hawk;
thinking I’d heard your footfall on the stair,
I listened, heartwise, for the knock.

- Diane Ackerman

 
 
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Current Music: shut up i really like this poem ok
 
 
brosef stalin, leader of the broletariat.
08 July 2011 @ 05:01 pm
to-do before september/october 2011;

  • MUCK OUT ROOM & THROW OUT ALL CRAP AND STUFF I HAVEN'T USED IN > 6 MONTHS

  • sand/stain dresser, replace hardware

  • do something with mirror!?! +add photo frame collage around it, possibly deco paintings

  • borrow dad's dslr & do some photography around town

  • make a book light

  • transplant viable plants into string gardens

  • do something artsyfartsy in vestibule above key rack

  • make a magnety, chalkboardy something for the kitchen




ka-pow
 
 
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brosef stalin, leader of the broletariat.
so i didn't get washed away in a hurricane. i did however get swept away by a torrent of personal drama.

in the past 6 months:
  • I changed jobs (quit starbucks, took up full-time at the office)

  • Mom was diagnosed with, underwent surgery, and finished radiotherapy treatment for breast cancer (again)

  • I started an RPG with [info]derogatory: Thoughtformed. It's pretty chill and that's the way we like it.

  • I made some decisions regarding my future.


also, tumblr happened. what about you? anything new and exciting in your life?
 
 
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brosef stalin, leader of the broletariat.
01 September 2010 @ 10:26 pm
:V  
TASTY POTATOES À LA BARBIE:
(yields 3 servings - or if you tend to eat like me, 1⅔)
- 4 medium-sized white or yellow potatoes
- olive oil
- fresh rosemary, lots of it
- fresh sage, thyme, and basil (dried will work too if you're not too fussed about that sort of thing)
- ground black pepper to taste
- sea salt to taste
- tinfoil!!

Slice up your potatoes into cubes or wedges of desired size, but try not to make them too huge or they will be cooking for days. Toss them in a bowl and pour enough olive oil to coat them generously overtop. Mix with your hands until they're all coated. Toss in some rosemary, sage, thyme, and basil until well-covered, use more if you're using dried or packaged herbs. Season with freshly ground black pepper and sea salt (don't be too heavy-handed, it's nice when the flavour seeps in but you can always add more after it's done.) Mix it all up with your hands until the seasonings are evenly distributed.

Cut three roughly equal pieces of tinfoil and set them shiny-side up. Spoon a third of your potatoes onto the middle of each, and arrange according to how you like your potatoes done: if you want them rather soft make a higher pile, so less of the potatoes are sitting in the oil; if you like them crispy, spread them out evenly over the surface. Top with more rosemary. Fold the tinfoil into a parcel: with the potatoes in the middle take the two long ends and lift them up to meet one-another, and then fold them over and over themselves into a type of roll along the middle so that the heat won't escape; finish by folding the bottom ends up one or two times.

On whatever side of the grill you're not cooking the meat on, turn the heat onto low (or off, if the other side is cooking on high) and place the parcels on the grill seam-side up. Cover your grill and cook for at least 30 minutes - really I kind of do whatever here but I find 45 minutes works for me. It will really depend on the size of the potatoes and the heat inside the grill for individual cook-time (I made mine all in one batch).

When removing the parcels from the grill be VERY FUCKING CAREFUL as those motherfuckers are HOT AS BALLS. Use a lifter-flipper-thing to get them onto a plate or a wooden cutting board, do not jeopardize your hands on a hot aluminum packet filled with oil (it's a gamble that no-one wins). Prior to opening the parcels puncture them a couple of times with a fork and let them sit for a few minutes to let the steam escape - when opening them, be very careful to do it with the end you're opening away from your face. Let the opened parcel of potatoes cool for a bit then transfer them to your plate, cover them with as much salt as you wish and enjoy!! Deleeeeeecious :9

RE: fresh herbs vs. dried/packaged ones - this is always up to your own preference but if you use fresh, the flavour payoff will be much more intense. Because they still have water in them fresh herbs will release their aromas as they cook, and in some cases start to fry in the oil itself, so you'll get a much stronger and smokier flavour. I also have kind of a love affair with rosemary so I think using fresh wherever you can makes for a much better dish all around. Mmm rosemary, some day I should just suck it up and write down my recipe for rack of lamb with fresh herbs in anchovy/white wine sauce........ (but alas, today is not that day)

/kitchen nerd



Also september means ~*~HURRICANE SEASON~*~ for eastern canada and true to form, we're already rolling out the red carpet for earl. One of my coworkers seriously went out and bought a generator today (and I almost considered doing the same but fuck it, I survived Juan, I can survive anything) and the tv keeps playing soft-news specials on how to "hurricane-proof" your home, like it's going to be some kind of category 3 monstrosity when it touches canadian soil.

Personally I'm not too worried. The biggest concern I have right now is how to survive this FUCKING HEAT WAVE of subtropic conditions that seems to be preceding the hurricane. No jokes today was 38 degrees celsius with the humidity and everything factored in (Americans, that's about 101F); I was outside in little more than a scrap of cotton and I honestly thought i was going to pass out on the curb. Last night I had to sleep on the bathroom floor because the tile is the only thing in this house that doesn't retain heat.

I know a lot of my American friends are like "101? suck it up princess" but I don't think you understand: THIS IS CANADA. When you think of Canada you think of the land of eternal snow and flannel and four hours of daylight and drinking whiskey by the fire just to keep the frost out of your bone marrow, and for the majority of the year that's pretty fucking true to life!! I honestly don't even know what to do with myself besides curl up with a freezie in a bathtub full of ice and cry a lot - though I guess crying would be counterproductive seeing as dehydration will only make the weather seem hotter.

Herp derp derp my first post in like four months is me bitching and talking about food derp.



(But hey, at least it's not another list!!)
 
 
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Current Music: the little synth ditty the ff14 beta installer is playing - nice!!
 
 
brosef stalin, leader of the broletariat.
07 May 2010 @ 03:38 pm
- buy a bicycle
- buy a helmet
- clean all the shit out of my room
- uuuugh clean all the shit out of my room again
- configure my computer to dual-boot windows and kubuntu
- make hand-lettered, brown paper covers for all the books in my bookshelf
- paint (???)
- plant a backyard herb garden
- get on that yogurt-making thing
- replace blinds with drapes, or perhaps less uggo blinds + drapes?
- do something with my europe maps (that is not just posting them up on my wall)
- do some woodcut/block/letterpress printing (a girl can dream)
- attempt to make some burnout fabric something of something-or-other design
- refurb that antique mirror
- paint/install new handles on ghetto-ass dresser
- actually do something with that copic deleter fluid
- learn how to wear makeup, accessorize, dress self without embarrassment, etc. (work in progress)
- update journal more often
- quit being such a goddamn shut-in (work in progress)
- lose weight



this list will ebb and flow with my energy levels, undoubtedly
 
 
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